Breathe (Sunny T Deluxe)

by Teiji Mack

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these are just the culmination of my experiences and last lingering thoughts that I had before finishing my journey of self love and finding inner peace from the embrace of heartbreak. These songs are finally done and finished with the same passion and intent that I had when I heard them in my head... Just take them as they are and enjoy what almost never was .... t-shirts, and physical copies are coming

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1.	Goodmorning 01:54	info
2.	Faithful 05:24	lyrics
Faithful (Verse 1) And if I get cursed to love again, Ima give my all till my heart No longer comprehends the true meaning, of sacrifice for my art See I, been lost in the store without apparent, vision for ones who could hurt me the most So I drown my bad habits in my lust for freedom, no, alcoholics don't lack for life And my gills bring salvation in the form of honesty, And honestly, I'm tryna find that nigga Neemo Grab a bottle of New Jack, then call a nigga Mr.Nino, Ten a keys, you split it ten to a key Then attentively proceed to play the chromatic, Create symphonies for the woman who'll listen, then proceed to drown in your reason Nigga whats your freedom? (Verse 2) Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... Cus I been going through some things Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... Cus I been tryna make a way out of no way (Vamp) Don’t change, don’t change, don’t change, don’t change Don’t change, don’t change Will you believe in, do you believe him (x2) (Hook) Not just on Sunday’s, I’m Faithful, I’m Faithful, I’m Faithful (Verse 3) Tell people I love em, but they don’t seem to remember See memories seem to fade around the time of black September Lost my heart to coldest winters on a sunny day in June, Guess that’s what I get for falling in love too soon Never felt more evil, while striving to be a better me I never act on vengeance, but my conscious weighs heavily I’m lost and I’m cold, don’t wanna ever be alone But when I wanna hear her voice, I can’t pick up the phone See sophomore year of college, talked my mother out of suicide The burden of giving all my love leaves me hung and dry I’m always saying “lol”, but never laugh out loud I’d prolly be in love, if I ever truly smiled My anxiety looks like, telling you I’m fine cus I’m big brother Teegee Knowing damn well I’m drowning in the other room Making beats so I can have something tangible to believe in I still need help (Verse 4) Father, im a sinner.... I was wondering, do you hear me.... If I call you, will you answer.... Cus I been tryna make a way out of no way (Vamp) (Hook)
3.	Quazimodo 05:06	lyrics
Quazimodo (Verse 1) Quick right on the ops, aint no love for the man with a tail on his dreams I come from the gritty, where niggas seem to be about everything except for the cream Digress on your faux habits, Niggas claim artistry but aint got no passion How Warhol but aint got no fight Inspired by the lack of life, I think I might Pass the psalms to the passive activist that twerks like hydraulics in her free time That’s multi-task to your one cell And those 5 minutes aint giving her no orgasm, I fall victim to the dangerous habit of falling in love before she do Talking bout trips to Shidu, Where the Shitake mushrooms, they grow so flagrant My sins of lust and gluttonous love are balanced, by my lack of trust By my lack of trust, Common Sense in the background And, yes I testify Before you take my love away I just want another taste of what used to be Your moans of worship before my offering You call my name, like I am him Proper pronouns nowadays seem so profound In the midst of our lavish living You play your part, and I play the fool I imagine, Mr.J aint never felt so nice, any moment, Bruce Wayne can be your savior And I lost my sanity, when I lost my pack of Newports at the airport Tryna be somebody that I’m not meant to be Do it for the love, get hurt for free (Hook) I had out, then I found my way up out of my comfort zone, I had out, then I found my glory in my papa home My sorrow sins, they found a way to drown my light (I been missing your love, I been missing your love) I had out, then I found my way up out of my comfort zone, I had out, then I found my glory in my papa home My sorrow sins, they found a way to drown my light (And since I couldn’t love you, I can be your Quazimodo) (Verse 2) And all we ever did was argue and pray And fuck til 3am knew our shame The bewitching hour cant manifest, cus we so pure in our evil And in the midst of night, we made a light, and name her after your freedom You was the wind, I was yo sun, I supernova at the thought of what we had did We cant commit, you cant commit And I, I can’t exist without feeling your heart Passive aggression, your transmission went missing in that junkyard You can’t shift gears from that other guy Why must I try, I’m a helluva guy, but excuses don’t fill my needs See I’m growing stagnant, I see the answers And run from the treatment that I need We ended tragic, the blunt I pass it That should tell you right there that I’m tweaked so, Sip, sip, on a little henny just enough to keep the fade like some bell bottom jeans Its in my jeans to drink the yin and fantasize about the what if Like, what if I tried, what if I died Would you love me then, would you tell me I’m still too nice, Or, I aint never really met another lover, who, Genuine like that pony brother Or, trips acid in the over lover Or, eats me like a double stuffing Oreo was our greatest vice, I, love love but I hate advice And, rather learn the hard way, get lost in the hallway like prep school taught us (Hook) (Verse 3) Pop a pill love hurts Sundays easy but heavens hard/ Cocoa butter for these life scars but diamond cuts made the pain worse/ you went from being a muse now I'm just amused You know the program keep it on mute/ And I don't keep in touch I just keep up with you And yea I got a man but I wish it was you/ (Laughs) You know what's funny I gotta right to laugh/ Where the fuck was this years ago gotta right to ask/ You Didn't wanna be left with me in the future and now you tryin right ya past/ You know that nigga that be on that corner for some business shit tryin to advertise/ iPod in ears dancin twirlin signs you see it then speed trough the traffic light/ Well that was life The dark skin thriller now these hoes claimin they see the light/ It's like they saw the Christ The way I turn they watered tears into wine/ We missed our time and all this time I was thinking it was something I did in the end/ She say I know it's no excuse and yea I owe the truth it never happened cuz my hatin ass friend...damn
4.	Rain At My Window 03:52	lyrics
Rain At My Window (Verse 1) As I, Stare out this window pane, Tryna bare my pain just to heal my soul, like God be another brown bottle, Cus I got more confessions than Judas, And no, my 30 silvers ain't came, But I’m still tryna get back our 40 acres, My how the passivity of blacks in these streets, Never really bred our freedom And they steal our trends but they fear us, and still can't compare to our weakest But I'm lost in ages, translated, with a mind too lost for my soul, Think I mighta been Mozart In a past life, Cus I'm straight on the keys like Whitney Henny can be my brown, cus she holds me, and never really hangs over unwanted And if I, if I, if I If, I, get cursed to love again Ima simply give my all Give my all, till my heart no longer comprehends (Hook) I can't see further than the rain in my eyes, I can't see further than the clouds in the sky, s See I been stressin tryna come up on a blessing, They say that it gets better but I can't imagine With all this rain on my window seal (x4) (Verse 2) Pastor, Pastor, please slide me a bible My soul is torn and tattered, I really need a revival Really need a recital Cus if the truth will set you free, Then let it cast out my demons, let em know I been fiending Let em know that I been dreamin, dreamin of better days Scheming for better pay, but stuck in my old ways They told me I had depression, no desire to live I Amy Winehouse the pressure, But didn’t want it to end And if I, if I, if I, If I, get cursed to live again Ima simply give my all, til my soul can comprehend (Hook) (Vamp)
5.	Luci 03:12	lyrics
Luci (Verse 1) I could never be another statistic, I keep my hand on the edge darkness, They lookin starsick when I assert my pimpin, Hennessy done taught me what my lack of a father didn't, So baby tell me what you wan do, what you wan do? Pussy, money, hoes, and foreign bitches with weave, Pussy, money, hoes, and tattoos all on my sleeve, This right here the black dream, this the pinnacle of elation, But you can't differ with my opinion or Ima say you emasculatin, Fuck boy why you always hatin, why you ask we kill for Nathan Cus that's our boss, go get a job You'll see that life ain't always patient, It's take before I get took, no time for reciprocation, And that go for love to, it ain't really rape if she said before that she wanted to suck you, I let my homie get one too, Continuing the cycle of what's wrong with the male, It's either dead, get in a cell or end up in hell, at least, let me choose the way that Ima fail (Hook) And don't you worry about the spice life, sit back nigga Ima get you right Abuse your limit just lost in the night, sit back nigga Ima get you right (Verse 2) I could never be another statistic, I keep my heart on the edge of darkness, They lookin starsick when I flex my business, Good pussy taught me what lack of a didn't father didn't, So tell me baby what you wan do, what you wan do? Just drink this poison, I mean this escape route, Violence can play through a lack of mental, you tell me what you into, Baby I won't judge, baby I'll prolly lead you to stand in front of a judge, I mean, baby emotions see through Just come and pour out a flood, Know, you missed the nights oh don't you The flashing lights a haunt ya, the memory of lust and jealousy come back unwanted, Just think of yourself as a slave, I gotchu You right here in my palm, Don't fear my embrace, the heat of passion in my arms, The heat that you can't handle, Know you used to missing moms, But tonight just light a candle, I mean tonight just light your spliff, Get lit to this, Go live your dreams like Freddy Krueger ain't have nothing else better to do Cus it's the truth (Hook)
6.	Balance 03:48	lyrics
Balance Pt.2 (Verse 1) And you're the reason why I don't believe in good things And you're the reason why I don't believe in wedding rings, And you're the reason why my passion for the art sings A warped fantasy of Gepetto, pull my heart strings, And you're the reason why I can't find younger me, and you're the reason why loving just seems so new to me And you're the reason why I'm drowning when I need to breathe Soak in the poison cus salvation is a myth to me And you're the reason why I no longer believe in religion, no matter what others think I'll never get my redemption And you're the reason why rejection is a death sentence give out my soul cus really ain't nothing much left of it And youre the reason why I suffer from fuckin depression Align my chakras, meditation, I'll soon get the message And I'll tell everybody that you're the why, I let no one get close But in reality I can't fathom I hate myself the most (Vamp) And baby tell me what you want from me, baby tell me what you want from me I sippy, sippy on the henny, flow tears like its Jodeci To figure out what I’m posed to be (Hook) Oh you gotta love it.... Oh you gotta love it.... Oh you gotta love it... Oh you gotta love it…. Oh you gotta love it And I just wanna ... I just wanna oh... (x3) Love and be loved .... (Verse 2) Roll of Thunder was prophesied to cry... But tell me can you hear me roar Cus I been drowning under waters that's too deep for me drink, And I don't know how to cope since you've been gone And I admit I ain been the same since my Uncle passed, But I had to play strong because my mom can't, Keyword on the play because when you went away I wasn't ready to say goodbye to your face, so I lied to skip your funeral Another regret, another darkness that just weighs on my chest, Please tell me am I allowed to be selfish Am I finally allowed to cry like I wanted to, I hate that in your final moments I deserted you, I never sent that verse back, I know it hurt you, I hate telling the truth because it hurts too I struggle with forgiveness not from other people, but from the very man that spit this verse to you (Hook) (Vamp) I know love is what you want from me, but my papa aint teach me how to jump start an engine
7.	Communion 01:34	lyrics
Communion (Verse 1) Take my mind.... Understand.... Take my heart... Hold my hand... See I try.... But I'm not clean... So I must be... Not good enough... To fellowship with the Saint... But ironic cus he do the same thing.... Like put out the cig and take another drank.... Cant you see, you see Destroyed, destroyed We no longer, have place for our child.... I can see your heart babe... wish I gave my all babe (Verse 2) You remind me of better times... Of hold pens and letter rhymes... Of first kisses just to kiss you... Girl I'm loving what your do... You, remind me of my dark days, middle schools in the hallways... little nigga keep ya head up... trouble don't last always
8.	Can I Learn 02:13	lyrics
Can I Learn You (Verse 1) Your smile, reminds me of my favorite song Like when its dark outside, and you don’t wan go home Can I keep you company, I just wanna please You, you, you, you ,you, you (x2) Lovin in the night sky, hate it when the stars go Because when its daybreak, that’s when you go home (Hook) Can I learn, Can I learn, Can I learn, you (Verse 2) Your smile, reminds me of my favorite song Like when its light outside, and the birds sing love My presence is a breeze, your memories of me Fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade away Lovin in the night sky, hate it when the stars go Cus when its daybreak, that’s when I’m all alone (Hook) I don’t wanna ever be alone, don’t want her to ever know
9.	2AM Phone Calls (My Favorite Song) 03:04	lyrics
2AM Phone Calls (Verse 1) More life than a sun rise, I Get lost in the pastime, of Day dreaming bout the soul in you, Lost art and ya booty's the truth, I kid, Lost art and ya beauty's the truth We can share fat fries and enjoy the view, see, You are the prototype And Im hoping that you are the one Drift off to the passing sun Supernova at the thought of your eyes And I admit that I can't see, Past my lengthy, list of inspirers, And I must acquit cus I been an admirer, Done used more rubbers than a Goodwill tire, but damn tired, Of late nights with no reciprocation, Liam Neeson cant my heart from being taken, gahdamn, My heart beats like Timbaland and Jigga made it, gahdamn, Double dribble violation, Sanaa Latham, gahdamn, Used to simply making art, so I start, gahdamn, Closing off the leaking leaking waters like I building a damn, Bbut I'm the earth and you're sumn like the fire that lights, the forge to creation, so... Im, original as I can be... Cus sometimes simple is better (Vamp) Heavenly...Heavenly...Heavenly.... (x3) (Verse 2) See, I been, I been, I been, I been, I been, chasing you And, you been, you been, you been, you been, you been, running from your heart So, wont you, wont you, wont you, wont you, wont you please just breathe Please just breathe, please just breathe (x2)
10.	Golden Child 07:39	lyrics
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11.	Sun 04:49	lyrics
Sun (Verse 1) Allow me to introduce my insecurities, Neglect be the Frankenstein that created me It's been years since the pain, but he gets the best of me I tell myself I'll let him go, but I can't let him leave See I been seeking remission, see I been stuck in a venture, I think I'll have evolution, but steady stuck reminiscing, I traded out my joy so I could art in, December night skies, Forever cursed to feel a ways cus I can't accept separation You tellin me you feel my pain, But it's not that deep I flow tears just enough to cover shallow feet Never said I that I inspire, but you still look at me, And I wonder how I can handle the pressures of maturity You tellin me you feel my pain, Ok I guess its deep, But I can't talk about it, My heart forever silent So I chase women away with my emotional mileage Oh you wanna fly private, I'll drop you off on an island, Because I cant stand to see you cry (Hook) Can we get a 4,5 for the primo kid He sippin henny in the line, look what primo did He spread his wings to touch the sky, just like Kanye did He heard em say that (Nigga we major, nigga we major, Nigga we major, look what he made ya) Late registration ain, (Got no major) (Nigga we major, nigga we major Look what he made ya, look what he made ya) (Verse 2) Shawty say she out the L-O, No V to fellows, Cus niggas only for Everybody and they cigarillo's, The type to give out love but won't really accept a thing And that's only cus we feel life has misbranded us I would gladly give my time just for recognition, But when someone calls my name I always come up missing, I would love to simply leave but I'm influence dependent, And If I was to go, the ones who said they could never love me would surely miss me You can catch me in a dark space, with wood floors, I moon walk in my freedom, The sun shine bright in the morning, And I feel like I met you in a past life, That sounds crazy right, Syncopation kinda miss and gave way to honesty at a open mic And I don't want to ever really be alone, but i never say these things because my mind is a mind of its own And we seem to grow dishonest with ourselves when we gettin grown, what the fuck have you been on (Hook)
12.	Oh Lamb 02:28	info
13.	illVibe Interview 15:49

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released January 5, 2017

Thank-you to: Angela Collins, Wesley, Richelle, E, Tae, Asiah, Willie, Brina, Mira, Ro, Finessa, Dee, Mike McFly, Niecy, Carl, Little Bear for providing vocals and helping me complete this album. The fact that I can say that this sounds exactly as it does in my head, makes the long nights beyond worth it.
Production: Thank-you Phreezy, DVN, Will Lo, and Jay D for giving me what I needed. Certain songs just wouldn't have come together without your hand on the production
Mixing: Teiji Mack
Album Booklet: Willie Kinard

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Teiji Mack Columbia, South Carolina

South Carolina’s Teiji Mack was sent from the future to educate and inform us of everything he’s seen, not just through raps but production as well. Pressing play immediately takes you out of the present today into a world .Teiji has created over the years. With both instrumental albums and hip-hop projects under his belt .Teiji is one of the more prolific acts of our time" - Michael Stover ... more